January 29th (the night before my GYN appointment) I had a dream, in the dream, I could see a group of women praying over me and various parts of my body — it was unlike anything that I’ve seen before — and, I was sort of floating above and just watching… I said to God, who happened to be with me, sitting beside me, “Why are they doing that?” and He said, “Just trust Me and know, there is a greater purpose in all of this.”
And, then, I woke up — I could only remember a few, very specific women from my dream. But, I knew, going into my appointment that the news was going to be less than desired.
So, out of all of the emotions that I felt that day, surprise was not one of them. Actually, I think that I was surprised by the exact news, but I was not surprised that the news wasn’t good.
A couple of days after my diagnosis, I received an e-mail, one of the woman from my dream shared her story with me, and said that she had been praying for me all of that day.
And, then, another woman reached out to me… and another… one woman shared with me that God has woken her up, out of her sleep, 3 days in a row, praying for me… and at the same time, I received a text message from a woman friend of mine, “I’m on my knees tonight” praying for me.
I guess the reason that I’m sharing is because — faith changes things. Medical professionals will not deny that — and, I’m believing that as long as God is going out of His way to provide comfort to me (and even if He weren’t, probably) I would still trust that He hears and that He understands.
Also, if you’re one of the woman praying for me, Thank You! God will surely bless you for your faithfulness, I believe that! Love.